He was on the terrace of the office building. He could sense the heavy breeze strong enough to trip him over the terrace. The weather was dull and gloomy, as if indicating a very bad omen. His misty eyes were masked by the slow drizzle in the air. The winds made a hazy sound as if singing a farewell song. His office was in the last and tallest building of the huge IT corridor of the city. Standing up there on top of the twentieth floor, he could have bird's eye view of the entire plush IT area. people roaming with cellphones buzzing, motor bikes zooming through and all the cabs waiting in line to pick up the associates. On a normal day, this would be just another evening break for the young Aakarsh. These details would not have even been noticed by him. But this was not just like any another day. His throbbing heart echoed in the pristine silence around him. His breath got heavier with each step he took towards the edge. With each stride he took to it, his brain started to freeze. With each step he took, each memory of his life was flashing in front of him. He was leaving behind a great life, a great career, an untold story. Streams of tears rushed through his lovely blue eyes as he reached the highest point on the roof. His body shivered as he stood there looking at the ground. A look down and any one would have felt the same. One more step and there would be not return.
Standing atop the mammoth tower with memories flashing at the speed of light, he stood there with eyes still and blank mind. Would he give it all up for nothing? Wouldn't he give a fight? Will he take the cruel step? Would that be the end of what could be a great life? Would he leave behind an Un-lived Life? He closed his eyes and a moment later, The Unthinkable Happened.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
And again!
So after the first Tag from A.S . Now comes another one again from apni mumbaikar gaya3 .. So here go again!!
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4 – Each of the encounters has taught me something and shaped my perspective. ( Source: The greatness guide - Robin Sharma)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can & catch air? – Yes Yes YES!! Got it!! :P ( anyone wants a proof i caught AIR!!)
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? – The sad news of YSR's demise. May his soul R.I.P
4. Without looking, guess what time it is? – 11.40 AM
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? – 11.30 AM (Damn!! i thought it would be 11.30!)
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?- Wind Blowing so hard that the curtains are tearing apart. And of course.. My mom nagging me to go to shower!!
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? – At 10.00 PM yesterday nite.. to see how deserted the roads were ( the YSR demise effect)
8. Before you started this Q&As, what did you look at?- Reading Paper
9. What are you wearing?- u really wanna know! shorts and a T!! Ghar pe hu yaaar!! :P
10. When did you last laugh? – Just now when my friend told me his package and i replied him with my peanut package!! garibi door to hogi nahi. hasi mazaak mein dil to behal jaayega!! :P
11. What is on the walls of the room you are in? – Whitewashed ( about an year back!) and cracks on them! :P
12. Seen anything weird lately? – Yeah, a TDP (Telugu Desam Party) leader praising YSR as Great Leader and man of masses!! the same guy a week back had said . YSR is a devil who wants to see the blood of poor!! so much for POLITICS!!
13. What do you think of this quiz? Time pass karne kaa bahana mil gaya ( sorry gayathri!! this is a direct lift from ur answers!!)
14. What is the last film you saw? - The Good Shepherd ( yea yea..downloaded!!)
15. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?- I will acquire a casino. People come to win money, but loose heavy. So I WIN ALL OF IT!! :P i get more money!! :P
16. Tell me something about you that I dunno!- I keep planning my life , changing it, re-planning it and changing it almost every day!!
17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?- I would eradicate child labour. Thats the biggest sin.
18. Do you like to Dance?- Ofcourse, But only when no one' watching!! coz i dance like "chandler" in F.R.I.E.N.D.S
19. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?- hehe this one i thought wen i was 18 !! ( see how far sighted i am!!) Its going to be "Anandini" (joyful) or "Disha" ( direction).
20. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?- This is easy. I'll name him Rm Jr!!:P na na.. seriously i like the name "kshitij" ( horizon) and
21. Would you ever consider living abroad? – Hmm... yes yes ..prolly in Switzerland.
22. What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? – Aa gaya tu yahan pe.ab tak theek thi yeh jagah.. tu ise kharab mat kar!!
So here tag my blog friends!!
Diva
A.S
vikram
Ekta
alritoz!!
nice tag !! hope it was fun!!
cheers!!
rammy
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4 – Each of the encounters has taught me something and shaped my perspective. ( Source: The greatness guide - Robin Sharma)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can & catch air? – Yes Yes YES!! Got it!! :P ( anyone wants a proof i caught AIR!!)
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? – The sad news of YSR's demise. May his soul R.I.P
4. Without looking, guess what time it is? – 11.40 AM
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? – 11.30 AM (Damn!! i thought it would be 11.30!)
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?- Wind Blowing so hard that the curtains are tearing apart. And of course.. My mom nagging me to go to shower!!
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? – At 10.00 PM yesterday nite.. to see how deserted the roads were ( the YSR demise effect)
8. Before you started this Q&As, what did you look at?- Reading Paper
9. What are you wearing?- u really wanna know! shorts and a T!! Ghar pe hu yaaar!! :P
10. When did you last laugh? – Just now when my friend told me his package and i replied him with my peanut package!! garibi door to hogi nahi. hasi mazaak mein dil to behal jaayega!! :P
11. What is on the walls of the room you are in? – Whitewashed ( about an year back!) and cracks on them! :P
12. Seen anything weird lately? – Yeah, a TDP (Telugu Desam Party) leader praising YSR as Great Leader and man of masses!! the same guy a week back had said . YSR is a devil who wants to see the blood of poor!! so much for POLITICS!!
13. What do you think of this quiz? Time pass karne kaa bahana mil gaya ( sorry gayathri!! this is a direct lift from ur answers!!)
14. What is the last film you saw? - The Good Shepherd ( yea yea..downloaded!!)
15. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?- I will acquire a casino. People come to win money, but loose heavy. So I WIN ALL OF IT!! :P i get more money!! :P
16. Tell me something about you that I dunno!- I keep planning my life , changing it, re-planning it and changing it almost every day!!
17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?- I would eradicate child labour. Thats the biggest sin.
18. Do you like to Dance?- Ofcourse, But only when no one' watching!! coz i dance like "chandler" in F.R.I.E.N.D.S
19. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?- hehe this one i thought wen i was 18 !! ( see how far sighted i am!!) Its going to be "Anandini" (joyful) or "Disha" ( direction).
20. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?- This is easy. I'll name him Rm Jr!!:P na na.. seriously i like the name "kshitij" ( horizon) and
21. Would you ever consider living abroad? – Hmm... yes yes ..prolly in Switzerland.
22. What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? – Aa gaya tu yahan pe.ab tak theek thi yeh jagah.. tu ise kharab mat kar!!
So here tag my blog friends!!
Diva
A.S
vikram
Ekta
alritoz!!
nice tag !! hope it was fun!!
cheers!!
rammy
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
My First Tag !!!
Okay Now... Here is My First ever tag!! Tagged by Apni Super Artist A.S Here it goes !!
The rules are thus…
RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent
RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3
Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this.
Asked someone to marry you? Guilty
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent
Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent
Ever told a lie? Guilty
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty
Kissed a picture? Guilty
Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty
Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty
Held a snake? Innocent
Been suspended from school? Guilty
Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent
Stolen from a store? Guilty
Been fired from a job? Innocent
Done something you regret? Guilty
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent
Kissed in the rain? Guilty
Sat on a roof top? Guilty
Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Innocent
Sang in the shower? Guilty.
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Guilty
Shaved your head? Guilty
Had a boxing membership? Innocent.
Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Innocent
Been in a band? Guilty
Shot a gun? Innocent
Donated Blood? Guilty
Eaten alligator meat? Innocent
Eaten cheesecake? Guilty
Still love someone you shouldn’t? guilty
Have/had a tattoo? Innocent.
Liked someone, but will never tell who? guilty
Been too honest? guilty
Ruined a surprise? Innocent
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterwards? Guilty.
Erased someone in your friends list? guilty
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent
Joined a pageant? Innocent
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty
Had communication with your ex? Guilty
Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent.
Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty
hehe!!! Okay Whom do i Tag?? Well any one whoever wants to take it! But specifically
(1) DIVA
(2) Insignia
(3) Gayathri
(4) ekta .
happy tagging!! :)
cheers!!
rammy
The rules are thus…
RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent
RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3
Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this.
Asked someone to marry you? Guilty
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent
Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent
Ever told a lie? Guilty
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty
Kissed a picture? Guilty
Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty
Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty
Held a snake? Innocent
Been suspended from school? Guilty
Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent
Stolen from a store? Guilty
Been fired from a job? Innocent
Done something you regret? Guilty
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent
Kissed in the rain? Guilty
Sat on a roof top? Guilty
Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Innocent
Sang in the shower? Guilty.
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Guilty
Shaved your head? Guilty
Had a boxing membership? Innocent.
Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Innocent
Been in a band? Guilty
Shot a gun? Innocent
Donated Blood? Guilty
Eaten alligator meat? Innocent
Eaten cheesecake? Guilty
Still love someone you shouldn’t? guilty
Have/had a tattoo? Innocent.
Liked someone, but will never tell who? guilty
Been too honest? guilty
Ruined a surprise? Innocent
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterwards? Guilty.
Erased someone in your friends list? guilty
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent
Joined a pageant? Innocent
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty
Had communication with your ex? Guilty
Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent.
Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty
hehe!!! Okay Whom do i Tag?? Well any one whoever wants to take it! But specifically
(1) DIVA
(2) Insignia
(3) Gayathri
(4) ekta .
happy tagging!! :)
cheers!!
rammy
To Hell and back!!
Alright... I've been out of the Blog world for quite some time .. Well a month and 5 days to be Precise!! Its been a torrid 1 long month at my end. The most stressful, most infuriating, a hell lot of depressing times in long time. The last 30 days have made me go from bad to worse and jet back to normalcy. Its been a time when i've seen myself crumbling down to pieces and then gathering them in a hope to mend them into the right shape. A process that I'm trying to do NOW. I have seen some great support come by in these tough times.. Some great friends helping me come to terms with reality. Some solely discarding me and my precarious situation. Its been a time when i've had some of the most important learning's of my life! So My friends on the Blog world..Here's my Musings after a rough time in Life!
(1)Its just not good enough to be Good and kind to others - You've got to be kind and good to Yourself too.
(2) If something's not to be for you - It never will be there for you No matter how much you struggle for it.
(3) Its never easy to LET GO of anything/anyone close to you. But its the MOST important thing You have to do if you want to get on with Life.
(4) Nothing in life is worth the pain it causes
(5) The most significant factor of being happy in life is - Taking the Decision to be HAPPY.
No one But you alone can decide to be happy. No matter what the situation is , No matter how people perceive you, No matter how things work for you, if You decide not to get upset NO ONE can make you Upset!
(6) Trying too hard to make others happy some times leaves greatest of Pain to you.
Well. Some rants they were !! Aint it?? Some ( or may is say all) of these things might not suit your ideology. In fact I still have a great ambiguity in believing these things that i have gone through. But the reason i have put them here is coz I've genuinely felt the aforementioned pain and troubles in the last few weeks. I may be plain paranoid or May be Not! I'm still in the process of getting off the roll back mechanism.
I dunno why I've blurted out my angst here.. May be i wanted an exhaust for my frustration or may be i just wanted to cry it loud or may be because I dont have a clue. If you ever have gone through the same crap ever - Welcome to the club friend!!
Peace!
rammy
(1)Its just not good enough to be Good and kind to others - You've got to be kind and good to Yourself too.
(2) If something's not to be for you - It never will be there for you No matter how much you struggle for it.
(3) Its never easy to LET GO of anything/anyone close to you. But its the MOST important thing You have to do if you want to get on with Life.
(4) Nothing in life is worth the pain it causes
(5) The most significant factor of being happy in life is - Taking the Decision to be HAPPY.
No one But you alone can decide to be happy. No matter what the situation is , No matter how people perceive you, No matter how things work for you, if You decide not to get upset NO ONE can make you Upset!
(6) Trying too hard to make others happy some times leaves greatest of Pain to you.
Well. Some rants they were !! Aint it?? Some ( or may is say all) of these things might not suit your ideology. In fact I still have a great ambiguity in believing these things that i have gone through. But the reason i have put them here is coz I've genuinely felt the aforementioned pain and troubles in the last few weeks. I may be plain paranoid or May be Not! I'm still in the process of getting off the roll back mechanism.
I dunno why I've blurted out my angst here.. May be i wanted an exhaust for my frustration or may be i just wanted to cry it loud or may be because I dont have a clue. If you ever have gone through the same crap ever - Welcome to the club friend!!
Peace!
rammy
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Left Behind
Lost in time and memories left behind,
The time spent with is only in my mind,
Leaving far and beyond going miles apart this time,
My heart sobs when I think of you every time.
Never cared about what they said,
I was always there by your side,
In times of good and in times of bad,
Crying your tears and taking your pain,
After I gave you all you left me broken.
Loved you greater than anything else,
Your lovely face and bluish eyes,
Your innocence and the childish smile,
A little mischief sometimes and yet so sweet,
Oh!! How much I loved them,
How much I miss them is all I know,
Now that I’ve lost you to the greater skies,
I only wish you’ve reached the safe shores.
Time will not come back and nor will you,
I know I need to get used sans you,
But every time I see me – I remember you,
A lifetime to live with just memories of you.
The time spent with is only in my mind,
Leaving far and beyond going miles apart this time,
My heart sobs when I think of you every time.
Never cared about what they said,
I was always there by your side,
In times of good and in times of bad,
Crying your tears and taking your pain,
After I gave you all you left me broken.
Loved you greater than anything else,
Your lovely face and bluish eyes,
Your innocence and the childish smile,
A little mischief sometimes and yet so sweet,
Oh!! How much I loved them,
How much I miss them is all I know,
Now that I’ve lost you to the greater skies,
I only wish you’ve reached the safe shores.
Time will not come back and nor will you,
I know I need to get used sans you,
But every time I see me – I remember you,
A lifetime to live with just memories of you.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Ice Ice baby!!!
Okay now!! call it boredom or weekend bonanza .. i saw two flicks this weekend!! the first was Hangover(for which i have bragged already!!) and the other was "Ice Age 3 - Dawn of the Dinosaurs". So lemme tell you my views about this one!
If you think you cannot love a "Villan" of a movie - thinks again!! Coz you are surely going to fall in love with the one in this movie. Actually you will fall in love with all the characters in this movie. The tiny squirrel, the elephants and the Dinosaurs!!! U'll love them all!! The animations are so close to real that you are left awed by the genius of the graphic designers!! The story is gripping for kids and adults alike and is edge of the seat stuff. The attention to details and the care taken to make them look as real as possible is absolute commendable! This is not a " Kool for Kids" kind of flik. This in fact reflects on various fundamental morals our society is built in. Like the "courage" the animals show to bring their friend back, the "standing by the right thing" attitude female elephant shows when the male backs out while searching or the "strong will and determination" the lion shows while chasing the dinosaur in the climax ( the lion is low on confidence and moral till then). The " ability to stand against wrong" that the " captain Buck" shows in fighting the dino!! These traits that are fast becoming extinct in our society are rightly glorified. Hope the parents help kids in recognizing and realizing these qualities apart from having a merry time! All in all a great Family Entertainer in True sense!! ( AH Finally a genuine FAMILY ENTERTAINER!!)
My Take: Ice Age melts your heart away - GO FOR IT!!! :)
cheers!
rammy
If you think you cannot love a "Villan" of a movie - thinks again!! Coz you are surely going to fall in love with the one in this movie. Actually you will fall in love with all the characters in this movie. The tiny squirrel, the elephants and the Dinosaurs!!! U'll love them all!! The animations are so close to real that you are left awed by the genius of the graphic designers!! The story is gripping for kids and adults alike and is edge of the seat stuff. The attention to details and the care taken to make them look as real as possible is absolute commendable! This is not a " Kool for Kids" kind of flik. This in fact reflects on various fundamental morals our society is built in. Like the "courage" the animals show to bring their friend back, the "standing by the right thing" attitude female elephant shows when the male backs out while searching or the "strong will and determination" the lion shows while chasing the dinosaur in the climax ( the lion is low on confidence and moral till then). The " ability to stand against wrong" that the " captain Buck" shows in fighting the dino!! These traits that are fast becoming extinct in our society are rightly glorified. Hope the parents help kids in recognizing and realizing these qualities apart from having a merry time! All in all a great Family Entertainer in True sense!! ( AH Finally a genuine FAMILY ENTERTAINER!!)
My Take: Ice Age melts your heart away - GO FOR IT!!! :)
cheers!
rammy
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